Ouch, it hurts a lot you know.

I'm as though transparent,

Not having your acknowledgements,

Makes me feel like a JERK.

Have you ever thought of how I feel?

Am very disappointed with you, VERY.

All you ever bothered was the elder and younger,

Kept on telling me that you're worried bout them,

The elder mixes with the wrong group of friends,

The younger been diagnosed with OCD,

But have you ever wondered,

That I,

Need some of your attention too?

Excel in studies

Get scholarships

Read more papers

Do more house chores

Manage your finance well

Take up more courses

This is what you always told me, 

Why can't I, 

Just do something I really like

like swimming?

For years had past

I just.....

SIGH