Went to bed at 10.47p.m. Considered quite early for a teenager today huh? Woke up around 12a.m. Feeling so restless and worried. Tried so hard to go back to sleep. And woke up again. This time around 4.30a.m. This time, I gave up trying to go to bed again. Instead, I did something unusual. I had my TAWG. And I poured out everything to Him. Every thing.
I teared. Silently. And then went back to bed. So that I wouldn't wake anyone up.
Beep beep beep
Alarm rang. And woke up. Get prepared and did my usual routine. Sleep through the whole journey to college. Was so tired and tired and tired. But, I still managed to got through the day.
Sometimes I feel so lost out there in the world. And I just miss my dad so much. I wish he was back here with us. But this wish will only remain as a wish, forever.
Until then. :') I will still try to stay optimistic. I'll try, can't promise though
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