It's September now, like seriously, TIME FLIES.

Ouch, it hurts a lot you know.

I'm as though transparent,

Not having your acknowledgements,

Makes me feel like a JERK.

Have you ever thought of how I feel?

Am very disappointed with you, VERY.

All you ever bothered was the elder and younger,

Kept on telling me that you're worried bout them,

The elder mixes with the wrong group of friends,

The younger been diagnosed with OCD,

But have you ever wondered,

That I,

Need some of your attention too?

Excel in studies

Get scholarships

Read more papers

Do more house chores

Manage your finance well

Take up more courses

This is what you always told me, 

Why can't I, 

Just do something I really like

like swimming?

For years had past

I just.....

SIGH

I woke up at 6 today, fold my blanket, disarm the alarm system, switch on the pump, on the lights at my bathroom and I just realised that today is a holiday. -,-

I feel much better now. Thanks for listening. :D

03.55

My father’s death, by its suddenness, caused me to lose the man we all hold dear. Even now, I still feel the pain of losing him. As I write this, tears are still flowing down my face. I still miss him, very much. Wherever he is, I know he’s still looking down at us, watching over us. His memories will always live with us. To my daddy, I love you and always will. I will always remember you. Love, Cynthea. ♥

Carl's Jr.

Went to Carl's Jr. for lunch today. The Portobello  mushroom burger is quite nice. One thing about Carl's Jr better than McD burgers are their size are bigger and nicer. The price are quite reasonable too. Their fries are way better than elsewhere fast food restaurants. Oh Yea, their special sauce is delicious too. :D

Portobello Mushroom Burger



When you eat this size of burgers, All you get is SATISFACTION.  :)

Skytrex Adventure

Went SkyTrex Adventure on the 27th of August,'11. Photos at Jia Jian's fb. Check it out there.
Comment on it:
Fun at the same time SCARY. (Especially first time on flying fox)
Challenging (The swinging one )
Cool (Walking on the net. It feels like the net is gonna break.)
Tiring (The first part, climbing the ladder 3 storey high. One comment on it, NEVER look down when you're up there!)
AWESOME (Everything!)

Try Extreme Challenge next time. 27m high. AWESOME!!!

It's very scary when you receive a phone call from your cell leader. Geezzz

OMG

I'm doing worship tomorrow. First time man. Super nervous. Don't know which song to choose some more. Die die die die die die die die die. Any suggestion? SHIT man! In real deep shit! T.T

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Striking for a better tomorrow.

50m long.
1 lap,10 minutes and a half.



Training for a better speed and stamina.

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After  hours in front of the computer, I finally finished my karangan. One more to go, maybe I shall continue tomorrow, time for cycling!

Hey Dad, I love you.

August 17, 2011.

It had been 4 years you left us. I... missed you a lot. Even though I didn't express it out, it doesn't mean I don't care. Life changed a lot since you left. I'm like taking over your role in life. I gotta be tough, I gotta be strong, I gotta be bold, even if I'm not. Cause of your departure, life changed. Since you left, I realise the true meaning of not taking things for granted. Friends all around me usually take things for granted even though they say then don't, but through their actions, they actually take things for granted. I see that, realise that. I even tried to encourage them but they just refused to listen. Maybe one day, when they lost someone important in their life, they will only realise.

Well.... Dad, just wanna say Happy Birthday to you and I'll always remember things you taught me. I will be tougher as days goes by, as the journey continues. I Love you loads. <3

D';

Rain rain go away
Come again another day

Slight fever now, not sure whether to take medicine a not. Father Lord Jesus, please please please please please please please please please please heal me by tomorrow. Swimming lessons on Wednesday ar. Please! D';

Got my freaking account marks today. Got so disappointed with it. Boooooo Try harder next time la.

Saturday :D

It's Saturday without Miss Kok's Tuition! Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Lolz. So yeaa, My family and I went to our Church's LIFE ZONE. It's a home where those drugs addict stay. They were EX-drug addicts. They have now accepted Christ. Have some fellowship time and yeaa, quite fun too. 

NO more A+. Wth.

I told my mum that I'm gonna fail my accounts. And she was like really ar? OMG then you can continue take a not wor? Really fail ar? Lol, she was like so nervous. Then I told her I cannot imbang the thingy. Then she say not imbang wont fail de lar... Still can get marks. But I porposely mentioned it to lower her expectations. At least she don't expect me to take an A+ for Accounts this time. Lol.

So yea. Exam ended. But there was only a slight of joy in me. Cause I sort of ignored this exam. So yea.... Nothing so special about it. 

Wen Xi

Li Ying

Shi Xin

Shannen

Weil Li

Jia Jian
Ji Wei
Weng Hong
Xhing Yuan

Tomorrow add oil ar! Esp CY, JJ and SX! Act real a bit la.......

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Well well well
I basically wasted my whole day slacking around. And now, I'm going out to SAN FRANCISCO STEAK HOUSE for dinner. I know Im fat edi, will add on my exercise time later.

Btw XU:
I didn't transform-ed. So yeaa, I FAILED too. Gezzz

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If it comes tomorrow and end before next Wednesday, It'll be GREAT. 

First swimming lesson turn out well. Enjoyed it very much.

Yiks. XP

Honestly, Im a bit scared. But at least, Im willing to take the first step.

Hope that everything went smoothly.

..............Hope so

Finally.....

I'm glad that FINALLY my swimming lessons starts tomorrow. :D
From 4 to 1, how great!