Okay so today, there was like almost 70+ from our school joined the World Thinking Day activity at Seremban, N9.

Everything was quite okay and fun, cause we're lame enough to have fun, even when we're marching. (Y)

And then I got very pissed,
By someone,
with her that kind of attitude,
I can say that she's not suitable to be a *erkhem* at all.

Gosh I really wish I could say you right at your face in front of a million people or even in front of the media press but... It's a sin to do so. Plus, I do not want to offend people of your age, with all your 'attitudes' UGH


But something strikes my brain when I thought of saying you.
My prediction, was right. In the sense that all the CT have the same bitchy attitude. I can see that very obviously, I mean VERY.

You can't even speak proper English,
Oh wait did you just said that you graduate with a degree? Opppsssss
Sarcasm much huh,
No offence but it's the truth.


Okay, skip that. And I rushed back. Driving lessons on3.30pm
I basically learned everything. Just afraid that I wouldn't be able to pass in the sense that my car engine will die, due to the adrenal glands of mine. LOL

U-turn, 3 point turn, Side parking, Change of gear, On a slope, On the road. Too much to think. Too much to remember, HEY they even have a formulae for the parking you know! Take that!

Okay. So yeaa.
Need to get ready for school, and the test.
Not prepared, at all.
I should start to prepare for my long journey for now. I started approximately a week ago. But I still think that my schedule is too pack. Cause I get too tired easily after school especially Thursday.
Will try to force myself not to nap instead bum myself in the study and mug up all the facts.

SPM, Aiming high, 10A+, the one excluded? Chinese for sure, a credit for that is sufficient, WAY MORE than sufficient.
Hopefully, I'll get some good scholarships and the Uni I want, cause I have not enough of Green papers aka CASH. I know my target, my goal and the path after high school. I have everything I needed, God had made me a plan, and now it's just up to me to finish it up by my own effort, courage and strength. I know I can do it. I just need to be more determined.

I've heard that blogging could actually make a person feel more confident etc etc. So if ever in future I post stuff about my dreams and stuff, just take that easy. I just need to boost my confidence, courage and strength. And, indeed it helped a lot. (Eg. the swim meet, ahh to cut that short, I've overcome my fear )

Anyway,
school is back and always stay positive!
NO more Monday blues for me till the year ends cause I would really like to enjoy my senior year.

I'm on the right track,
Just be optimistic :D

Soliloquy

I see the generation. Developing, drastically. Everything changes so fast, too fast. Kids used to play around me, hiding behind my back, tickles me as they climb on my body, chasing one another. Adults, enjoying their reading under my shade with the accompany of the wind. AH, that wonderful moment of life, where the forest is still very much alive.

From mountains to high rise buildings. From valleys to busy streets. From lush green trees to metal concrete trees. Everywhere it could be seen. I am nurtured in the wild, how do you think I could bear with this? I used to be cherish, but now I'm not. Just struggling, in fear, to keep my life on.

My sixth sense was right. The man that I visioned did came true. HE came, and without hesitation, he ripped me off. Just in a click of time, my life, is gone.

Mother earth sigh, cry, sooner or later she will die, if humans do not take care of her life. Humans! I'm pleading, please, cherish us how you have cherished us, take care of us, please, I pleaded with my last voice, as loud as I could.

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One more post till the busy week arrive.

So, as planned, in a last-minute way. Me and my sis brought the SG-Note. We got a free casing worth RM159, that's the main ppoint of us going there. And, we also get a free Caricature Tee. For that, we waited almost 4 hour.

About the part.
The sketching is actually quite scary. (Though the outcome isn't really nice but it's free, so not to grumble so much yea.) Okay, here's the case. You, sitting on a chair and the artist on the other. Then, he holds the SG-Note and it is connected to a widescreen TV, almost 30inch I guess. The worst part of all. A WHOLE LOAD TRUCK of crowd are watching. People passing by will first look at screen, and then to me, and then back to the screen. Then they'll comment sth which I couldn't really hear. And some even took pictures and videos which makes me feel more pai-seh  That one, is kind of scary too me. A crowd watching your face been drawn to the widescreen TV, holy shit 


That's so far for today. I need to go for my own swim train today. LAST chance work out.

PRAYING HARD

HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING GOES                                                            RIGHT

A little disappointed though

Cross country, today. Wasn't quite satisfied with the results that I accomplished. Third, for the very last time. Ugh I know I should be grateful, I am, indeed I am but I just, UGH. I just want to push myself harder but I failed. I was leading first, then Deanna pick up. And then I ran with Amanda together. And then she sprint, at the HILL. That was incredible to me. (AWESOME WEIH) And then I see no one in my category either in front or behind of me. So I followed at my own pace. Pushed a bit harder for the last part, that is almost about the flat area.

Later on, gotong-royong. We(not actually the whole class) did this together. Well, actually more or less like 15? And only around 11-12 are only taking part. Others, I don't want to mention. Look at our class larh, so not cooperative. Some of them even like, sigh. Just let it be. Couldn't bear much about that. 
I might be getting Galaxy Note tomorrow. If everything as planned goes well. But, somewhat of me doesn't really feel excited nor any happiness in me. Again I would like to emphasize that I'm grateful. But my mind is all about the swimming competition. Cause I am not able to train on Monday. SO, I'm freaking out a lil. Tomorrow might be my last chance work-out. Gosh, and Shannen might not be able to attend. I hope her X wouldn't visit her at this time. Then, I'll be like *FOREVER ALONE*  I also hope that mine wouldn't arrive, cause I would really really really want to take this opportunity to get my best time. Opportunity is where luck meets preparation. I really want to accomplish this task. Though I may not win this game with all the confidence I have, but I will try my best, and also put my best foot forward.

Because through you, Nothing is impossible!

I need to do my homework now before it's too late. One chinese essay and some Chemistry to be done. And then, back to normal. I hope that I can really follow my tt well. cause I really want it to work.

To wrap the week up.

Hello, A week's almost over. This week is very busy and sometimes kinda rush to me though we have two days of public holidays. Cross country tomorrow and swimming competition the week after this. I'm aiming no.4 for cross country. Will try to keep up with either Amanda or Deanna on that day. I will try to push myself as hard as I could, it's all about Stamina and Strength. SS, Okay I know it's lame.

I'm leading worship tonight!
Sort of excited and nervous. thanks to willy for the last minute info, as usual. Will try to do it better this time as I didn't did quite well last time. hopefully.

I feel like sleeping now but I couldn't. I need to do Ms Kok's hw but I wouldn't. So i'm just here. Wasting my time. hahahaaa

Someone in a really good mood today. Haha.

I got myself a new swimwear today. Though not quite the brand that I wanted but at least the features are more or less the same. Well erm, at least it's boyleg type and it's Lavender Grey Aero back. TYR also not bad right? Though Speedo would be much better.

Mum only sponsored me RM100 on that and I need to pay the rest of the amount. BUT, She say if I won the swimming competition, she would return the money back to me. So, even if I won, I would have demand for something like Fins/pull-buoy/new kickboard right? Cause I got that swimwear during a sale. Anyway, it's not quite a big amount, so yea.

OH, and I saw LY! :)

I don't know what struck my elder sister today but she was in a total good mood! She bought all 4 Andrew Matthew's book, and Chicken Soup sth sth with her RM200 voucher! Holy shit crap that is just so unexpected! Like finally, the collection, the books, argh, everything is just too fast and exciting. Gosh, Thank you so much, literally.

So, I still have part of history to be done, add-maths which is still untouch, and my morale assignment.

Man I'm damn hungry,

Like right now.











Yea,
NOW.

A short break, leads to a mill of thoughts.

IT's been quite a while I've update my blog. Quite busy these few days. And slowly time creeps in, and then only I REALISE THAT THE SWIMMING COMPETITION IS NEXT WEEK! Am freaking out now, like seriously, Gosh.

NOW  

Chinese and oral presentation soon. This is my chance to enhance my language speaking, especially Mandarin. I know I suck in it, well at least i'm trying right? Anyhow anyway, sooner or later it will be my turn, so just face it. Instead of in a highly impromptu manner, Hah.

So how's life been?
Starting to tolerate with the uncle mine. MAN, PATIENCE IS WHAT I NEED, ughhh

You think I train a lot? NO
In fact, I just train twice or maybe sometimes (rarely) trice a week. And yea. So the results wouldn't be so satisfied. But, really I do hope to win lahh, I mean who don't?

I've been doing my history assignments from noon till now and it isn't done. Ms Kok's homework never ends. Whenever you finish and she finish discussing, which is approximately in 2 periods time, she'll give either a test or new assignments, and once she give, its tons of it.

Is it like the last day of CNY today?
Nahh Idc

Having Lou Sang for dinner, which is not quite my cup of tea. But, just compromise a lil lahh. Always im the one who needs to sacrifice.

Anyway, im going to mv tomorrow. Hopefully the plan can really work out. My sister would get me good books fr her 1M book voucher, haha. I want ANDREW MATTHEWS!! Muahahahahhahaha  Dream on, Pfft. Also, new swimwear perhaps?

Gonna get going. Update your blogs my friends, esp JY and WX.
Anyway, have a great dragon year ahead,
HAHAHA
I know it's lame #Troll face

OH SHIT and I missed out Lion King again. Damn. I love the songs, they're just too lovely. <3 ahhhh