Plan failed.

I am suppose to wake up 7.30  in the morning today to go for a jog. But then, my hands and legs's muscle hurt too much. Thanks to coach, who torture me yesterday. It's tough, but yet, I enjoy it. You see, yesterday's training was

200m streamline kick
200m kickboard
200m freestyle

These are just the starters, the main one would be

8 X 200m

First 3 sets was 3 pull one breathe (Was okay when you've suit yourself)
Next 3 sets was 3 pull 1 breathe, 5 pull 1 breathe (Firstly it was hard, slowly becoming better)
Last 2 sets was 3 pull 1 breathe, 5 pull 1 breathe, 7 pull 1 breathe. ( 7?! Like seriously, I barely went out of breathe! My hands were moving super fast in order to catch the next breathe)

And that goes on till the clock struck 9.

And some cool-down, with 300m free and easy.

So, that's the reason why I didn't go for a jog. Will try to go for one this evening, just before dinner. Cause I have tuition today. So maybe around 6? Hope it don't rain.

It's the last day of November already, WHAT?

 Oh Gees, Time surely flies. Tomorrow is December already? What the? Like seriously, couldn't believe that. I've wasted the whole month Tetris-ing, watching movies, sleeping, eating. Well at least sometimes I swim and browse the net for some info. But not really that often. Okay, so my holiday plan, which is to exercise more, and lose wight, brush up my Chinese and English language, and finish those tasks,  FAILED.

Come'on, it's holiday and I should enjoy? Enough already! Wasted a month plus, felt so guilty. Okay so starting from tomorrow, I'm so gonna make my plan a success. I'm gonna wake up early in the morning, (not so early but probably around 7.30) and go for either a jog or a cycle. 

Then, a good shower and a nice meal of breakfast. Then, my tasks, inclusive of brushing up my Chinese and English languages.

You know, my Chinese sucks. Gotta brush up on it to get an

Who wouldn't want, right?

And then during evening, if it doesn't rain, I shall go for another jog or cycle. (Depends on what I did that morning. Vice-versa ya'know) Then after I'm back, do the house chores and shower.And then when it's night, only then I shall watch Tv.

I shall waste no more time. Because I'm going to Korea for a looooooong trip. Pretty much a week plus would be spent there. So, in order to enjoy. I must sacrifice something. To taste more delicious food, I need more workouts! Haha

Should better go and prepare the stuff needed to do the task. Better off now. Hopefully my plan would be a success. Oh, and I have swimming training later.

 I'm so gonna win you this time, orange-cap-guy. Nahh, just hopefully.

Bye, dudes.

Nothing goes right all the time.

Words couldn't describe my feeling now. I feel down, feel like, giving up. I don't know how, just... Sigh

I just couldn't get things done. My behaviour wasn't like that last time, I don't know what had got into me, causes me to procrastinate till today. Not much time left, think on the positive side, Cynthea.

Courage
Strategy
Motivation
Persist

All I need to do, is to overcome, and I shall conquer. 

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You may not be at your strongest, fastest or best; but the best of you is the reason that you can keep going.  You may not be enjoying your journey nor having an easy time, yet you are headed toward a better season in your life.  As you endure suffering and beat the odds, you become a shining example of the limitless possibilities available to yourself and others.

The hardest thing you’ll ever have to overcome is your belief that you cannot overcome.


I can

I shall            CONQUER

I will

I believe, I can accomplish the task. No matter what it takes, I would put my best foot forward. 

Just a short update,

Finally bought my down jacket, from Uniqlo. It's brown in colour, has a belt on it, and the fur thing. Love it. At least it's better than the one in UT. Also, we bought each a turtle-necked heat tech, from Unqlo. Quite matching with our sweaters. Our sweaters are very easy to mix and match.

Currently left would be those luggage and accessories, like gloves, wool socks, etc.

My sister (Anthea), is still in the progress to her food blog. Food lovers, do follow. I'll help her to promote. Hehe, cause I'm involve. Not in the writing, but the taking. I mean the photos. Her English is way better than mine, and she knows how to describe better than me.

Green jacket? No? Yes? Please!

Just got back from 1U, damn my legs!

After church, went to 1U, had our lunch. Then we started to shop for winter clothing. We bought sweaters and turtle-necked heat tech from Uniqlo, bought jackets, long john, and sweaters from Universal Traveller, sweaters from Voir, and so on. Luggage bag, from UT too. I'm the only who haven't buy jacket. I want a green one! But don't have. T.T

And and and
Mum bought me Camel Active backpack as my hand carry on the trip. That was totally unexpected! Usually mum wouldn't but camel act stuff for me, maybe shoes sometimes. I'm very happy bout that. Gotta be thankful. :)

We're going to Pavillion to shop for more tomorrow. Public holiday ma, mum's on leave. So yea. ** I will remember to bring my camera tomorrow!** I need to go and rest now. These few days, we set our air0con till 16 degrees, just to get used to Korea's weather, although it's 3>-7 there. Hah!

Okay guys, my legs...hurt. Bye

Just curious

For curiosity sakes, how do people type their blog with mandarin words? Isn't it like, hard? Well, to me, it's super hard. Typing a sentence of it could literally kill me, like seriously, with all those pronunciation of the mandarin dialects, and you know mandarin, it has a lot of words with the same pronunciation. It's giving a lot of headache about that. English is different, it's alphabet is at your keyboard. Just type out what you want, they even have this spell-check thing.

Maybe I should try to blog with mandarin next time, to enhance this poor language of mine. I'm still taking chinese in SPM. Some of me friends kept persuading me to drop it. You know, people like Henry and henry (There are 2 of them), Willy and yea. I don't want to be called a banana, I'm a chinese okay? Dropping it in a sense that I would be more stress-free and so I could practice my English more, always got criticised that my English is poor. (Admit that) but  I'm just few more steps then I'm done. After SPM, no more stuff related to chinese.

Going to Korea for 8D6N. I'm excited of course! I get to SKI! For the first time, in Korea. I mean experiencing real winter, and stuff. And I just get to know that I won't be packing T-shirts there, it's gonna be all Long John and sweaters, and stuff. If I have a chance, I would buy a green one! Hopefully. I should better learn up some basic Hangul, for safety sake, In case I need to ask something. At least I do some research before going there. Hope to snap some nice photos from there (though not s great photographer)
Hot spring water park, World winter City Plaza, Latte World, Jeju Horse Riding, Discovery the mystery of the norder between North Korea and South Korea. It's got to be GREAT! 

Greetings my friend

Oh yeah! I passed my Undang test! WHOAA!! And and and I got the same score with Cheryl!

Another good news, I'm flying to Korea! 17-24th of Dec. Christmas Eve. Heh. JEJU ISLAND, I'm coming!
Actually we planned to go to New Zealand, but then it's summer now, so we changed to Korea. And then somebody suggested to go Singapore and get each of us a SAMSUNG GALAXY S2, but then don't know what happen, we decided to go Korea again. Anyway, either its N.Z or Korea or S'pore, I'm thankful.

Just came back from swimming just now, saw coach and it was kinda awkward. >.<  Waved at him and....... I don't want to say.

Holidays weren't that bored, at least I have things to catch up to, like ya know... Yea.

Oh oh and I went to the warehouse sale yesterday, I bought 3 active sportswear! One in white with sides of purple, One was grey-ish and and and another was in GREEN! Very matching with my bike right? I'm thankful bout that too.

Gtg, will try to update another post tomorrow, If I'm still alive, after swimming training.  (Sorry willy for skipping worship and cell for the 2nd time, didn't mean that!)

Bye,

Hearing my laws today.

Am freaking tired to blog about the laws and stuff. So yea, will just voice out some interesting stuff.


First thing first, when I went and meet there, I saw Cheryl Ng. #Mygosh, couldn't expect to meet her that. Also, I saw 翁忠飞 which is in the same class with me. No offense but you gained weight! Take that!! Better loose some pounds, you still look geeky with your maths geek power. HAHA One reminder when hearing your laws, bring earphone so you can listen to music and sleep in class. Like seriously, the class is super boring until its MAX! Even sleeping could be bored. 5 solid hours sitting on that chair? Pffttt And, the teacher? I don't want to criticise, but they're racist, very racist.

Later that, went straight to tuition. It was so scary cause I went late and I have to sit at Ms Kok's place. O.O

And yeaa, tomorrow's laws exam cancelled cause the system ran down. #Man I thought I could finish everything by tomorrow.

And that affects my other plan. SO, I"M NOT JOINING THE KUANTAN TRIP and please don't ask me this question anymore.
ありがとう

私はすでに非常に疲れ
おやすみなさい
そして私は明日買い物するつもりです！ 

Summary of the week.

Went swimming today with Ale, Junyi and JiWei. Junyi's failed organization, only both of them came. Used my flippers to trained today. Funny Junyi use my flippers to put it at his hand. Junyi oh Junyi, next time when I get fins, I'll borrow you. Don't do such weird (stupid) acts in the public!


Skipped cell today. Going to learn the laws tomorrow. (I read it already,not so confident though)

FYI, my sister's car's left screen crushed yesterday! Look at the screen. You know what has this proven? PHYSICS IS RIGHT! I remember Mr.Eng said before when the screen of the car crashed, it will crash in rounded shape, which is totally true. Have a nice good long look.

Cars passing by was staring at me. I feel so....speechless. Thanks to Uncle Yong, SX's dad who helped us to repair this thing, in less than 4 hours. Thank God that all of us in the car was safe. Phewww.
Lesson learnt: Never ever drive near the grass-cutter labour. It's all their fault to this.

I survived through another swimming training, Now continue studying your laws, Better not flunk it I tell ya!

As the title mentioned, I survived through another swimming training. Today I was introduced to my 'fins' (I sounded like a fish) These 'fins' are heavy. When I started, I feel weird. After that it was continuously 400m competition with 2 guys which are way elder than me, which was pretty unfair. But, at least I managed to catch up with them. For the last race, I almost won. Yea, ALMOST. Pfftt. Will try to train my stamina. I won't let you down coach.

I should really be going now. My laws, my sixth sense tells me that it wouldn't be good. Of course I don't want to fail it, but yea... Thanks to someone who decided on it and Ugh I just dont want to continue this topic anymore.


Anyway, I just wish hope that everything will turn out fine, whether its my swimming  or my laws. So yea. WIll try to keep this blog active, IF I have time to spare. (Well I have a lot of time, but not to spare here. Okay I know its lame so bye)

I'm doomed

Hearing my laws this Saturday and the exam right after the day after. Damn it. I'm in deep guano man. I am just not confident enough. Hopefully I'll pass. Even by passing one mark I'm satisfied.

Coincidence

I saw KENJI when I went swimming just now.

Amazing Race '11

The day started off like no any other day, woke up at 6 in the morning, preparing, final checking the clues. Went to school, changed my T-shirt. (Sister says the T looks like nurses's uniform) and did some last minute-clue-glueing-stuff. And then, Mr LCM was there blabbering. Told out most of the station's places, which was suppose to kept secret. 

3

2

1

START!
(I wasn't there so yea. I think it would be a mess)

First station was actually finding me and give me the correct proverbs. I didn't think it was that hard because when it is amazing race, you need to leave the school right? So we(Me & WX) were actually standing in front of Block H (Behind the stairs of Block G) Common Sense la, come'on!

Second station was POPULAR. Okay, if it says it's bookstore, by foot. Even if you cant crack the clue, IT IS OBVIOUSLY POPULAR RIGHT? That would be the nearest walking distance bookstore. Dont tell me you're gonna walk to KLCC's Kinokuniya, or MV's MPH? WTH, like seriously.

Third staion, JJ's shop

Fourth station, Me & WX again. The first task given. I would say that this is the most physically-challenging station. And I still don't get it why people cant see the landmarks GIVEN. Two landmarks somemore. Aiyoyo....

Fifth station, TOKYO STREET. Eye challenging  task. 3 chances, penalty if exceeds.  

Six station, NAT GEO. It was a piece of cake, I guess.

First pitstop, KLCC. Eating-Chatting-Resting legs-Etc

Seventh station, Finding WeiLi and Shannen. It is a very embarrassing station I could say.

Eight station, Kinokuniya bookstore. We got scolded by the manager, thanks to the participants and some of the coordinators who went in which I TOLD THEM NOT TO! 

Ninth station, Mc Donald. I went home already.

Tenth station, MV. It wasnt that hard if you understand your calculator well.

Overall, I hope all the participants enjoyed cause we planned it with all our efforts and yea.

I heard that somebody's group was last for the whole race. Luckily Hans's group coordinator wasnt him after first pitstop, if not for sure..... HAHA

Oh ya, and how the CUTIE GROUP? OMG like seriously he is very cute. And his innocent looking face, who don't know how to sit lrt. I love this group a lot!

Through my experience, usually group who were the last one behind will win the race compared to those who were the few first. Cause the first year of AR, my group with the fewest members were the 2nd last for the first pitstop won the FIRST. Then the second year, My group was the 2nd to reach the first pitstop, but then we lost. HANG TUAH's station.  

Will update one more short post about the luncheon wedding that I attended yesterday.

So yea, stay tune.

Summary of the past few weeks.

Life had been pretty much interesting for the past-present week. Paintball, telematch, SR, TR and soon AR! Still gotta head back to home town tomorrow night to attend Mr I-don't-know-who-is-that 's wedding dinner. Mum forces me to take my camera back. Hate it. Ishhh. I bet surely my cousins/sisters will play with it and you know I hate people doing that like seriously. Borrowed the camera to my sis ONCE and the 'delete button' kinda like sank. T.T That's the reason why......


AMAZING RACE tomorrow! Hope that every station will be fine, everything will go as we planned. Hoping for a fine weather too. Wait till I get the photos from Xtion Paintballm, I'll post a poast bout that.

Gotta start 'packing' all the clues. It's a mess, thanks to JJ. And I still need to pack my luggage.

Oh ya, swimming at 3 later. Neck stretched long waiting to see SX's swimsuit. :)

Wonderful

Swimming drills that successfully accomplished:

600m free and easy

100m hard

600m hard 

600m easy

600m free and easy

CONCLUSION, swimming today was damn tough, never did I swam that long before. I'm so glad. But coach my hand hurt so much after you stretch it for me. Ouch!!

Am starting to get a bit nervous. I hope that the same incident wouldn't happen again tonight. I'm not confident at all. Pray that I could build up my confident this time. Not going to lie this time. :|

It all started with a lie

I felt VERY AWFUL today. But I couldn't find someone to talk to, someone willing to hear, whom I trust.

Restless

Depressed

Upset

Sinful

Can't take it any more :(

Shi Xin,

I changed the font cause of you, who cant read cursive wordings.

I'm sorry, my dear.

It's disappointing to see such result that I have, felt so ashamed. Especially for..... Nahh better not say it if not someone will be saying that I'll brag,     Sigh, What to do?

I'll take this as a lesson, continue striking for the best. Because sooner one day high school will end and all this things, wouldn't be so important after all. Social skills is what brings success, not to say that results aren't important, it's just that, people I knew for years such as XXX doesn't even speak/communicate with others unless it's about..... It's kinda hard to explain here, so just forget about it.

Probably 25% would only be the truly street smart, while the rest? BOOK MUGGERS, aka book smart, Geek. No offence but yeaaa.

And one more thing, for those who didn't attend school for no reasons, PLEASE DO NOT EXPECT ME TO COUNT YOUR PAPERS CAREFULLY, IT IS VERY ANNOYING AS YOU GUYS JUST SKIP SCHOOL FOR NO REASON! I went to increase my knowledge, not to count your marks okay? You, jerks. Pfffttttttttt