My version of Home alone

My Uncle is watching Australia Open, again -,-

My mum went out for dinner, Jie went out with friends, Ale went to her friend's open house party/swimming stuff like that and I'm stuck at home alone with my uncle. Imagine that. In this kind of situation, I can't drive. And it's too late for me to take a cab/bus/lrt to go to BJ for a swim, what about walking there!?

Homework? Maybe I'll do some of Chemistry, and Biology, IF I have the mood to do so. Most slightly NOT

Had been watching swimming competition from youtube lately. Watching their techniques, diving and et cetra. I still need to buck up, a whole lot of it. Still think that my time is too long, in other words I'm still quite slow. Diving is the main point. Am too afraid to dive. If you're slow, you'll lose the whole thing. If you're fast, a possibility of False start might occur. Geez.

Too bored to even continue to type.
.....

Bye

.........HI?!

Just came back from swimming. The weather is quite chilly. 

But it feels good, some satisfaction :)

Ahhhhhhhh :D 

So it's Friday. No cell group. Thus I have a long night to spend, with my homeworks. I have no mood for ADD MATHS, at all. Man they are so boring. Graph graph graph graph Linear Law. -,- Sien lahh

Still got Chemistry, Biology, Oral Presentation for both Chinese and Malay. Aduiii

I have some visitors, who I don't really like to socialise with them. Cause those uncle aunties, YEA.

Oh stop monopolising the TV. I want to watch FINA Aquatics lahh.
Australia Open SUCKS.

To XZ,

Sorry for not being able to attend your house party thingy. 

Cause to be honest,

 I HATE STEAMBOAT. 

So yea,

 no offence,

 though. 

This is random, just too random.

I can't believe that I'm actually saying this,

I miss swimming training. 


Starting to get more nervous every time when I think about the competition.
Surfing the net, youtube to watch all those competitions again and again
And I can tell that
my time is VERY SLOW.

All of them got like 32secs for 50m while I got 47sec.
Huge difference huh.
SIGH


I still need to work more on my diving. Too slow.


Gotta go and jog before it rains,
BYE

Haters gonna hate

Thought that I would be getting my new swimwear tomorrow,
BUT
Thanks to the freakin somebody. Ughhh

Will try to figure out somehow. SCREW YOU.

Go away, haters.

Procrastination is really eating me up. #Gosh

It's only the second day of CNY and I'm bored already. Yes I am indeed bored. I basically wasted the whole day yesterday. Pfft. Wouldn't even want to mention it, again.

Come'on lah,
Despite of tons of work to be done, I did nothing out of it. The Chinese report is really killing me. It's so hard to figure things out there, Couldn't really write, like I used to be.

Last minute work, it'll be me, for sure.

Sometimes I think I should give myself a break for not touching work this holiday, but sometimes I feel guilty for not letting myself to touch my work. Screw myself yea
Okay so, everybody is busy visiting and I'm here crapping all way long. Nobody would even read this anyway. So yea. 

If I really could get this on. Appreciate much. 

So, how's your week? Or should I say, Happy CNY?

Still trying to figure out my Chinese book Report. Yes it's a report. Don't freak out.  Wanted to go and jog this morning but it rained. So I didn't went, the weather is too nice and cozy. Can't leave my bed. To add on, my muscle hurt, a bit after yesterday's intense diving at Weng Key's house. When I dive, either my chest or my leg hurt. Still trying to improve that. Learn more from Youtube. Watch how those swimmer dives, how many kick do they do after diving and the list goes on.

Hmm,
Not very into it for this year's CNY. Probably cause I didn't went back to my mum's hometown. Well even if I went, I think the mood wouldn't be there either.

CNY music could be heard anywhere. Shopping centres, markets, Sundry shops and et cetra. Yet still, the mood isn't here. I have piles of homework to be done. Yet, I'm procrastinating, learned too much from WenXi. I still need to prepared for my BM Lisan, Chinese Oral Presentation, tons of homework, and most of all THE swimming competition.  

I really wanted to train harder, mentally and physically. Read lots of articles from website for motivations, strategies, training methods, Maybe I'm just not into it, yet. Trying to improve, and improve and improve. Building up stamina, trying to sprint. Ahhhh, everything comes in a sudden. I fell.

I didn't really follow up last week. I need to figure out a new way. Too much stuff to do. Too much things to be done. Too much.... One way. Less facebook, blogs and get away form the computer.  In order to save myself, I must force myself, not to say force. But I will try to GET INTO THE GAME

Some advice please. 

SGNote or Nexus? 

Hope to get my new swimwear from Speedo. FastSkin. Wooots. :)

And to all out there, Happy Chinese New Year!
Enjoy yourself and safe journey.

A treat for myself :)

I'm giving myself a break this two days, for not touching any stuff related to studies.

I'll be doing stuff I enjoy. Heh
Swimming
Jogging
Basketball
Movies


and also,
TAWG


Swam 50m with Weng Kee and Shannen. I used 47sec. Was actually expecting 35sec. I gotta train harder. More More More

Second week of the year, more to come huh?

To summarise this week off, 

it was kind of like, better than last week. Everything I planned was expected. Though some times I procrastinate, only a bit though. Hakuna Matata :)

AND,

I joined the swimming competition. YES I JOINED IT.
I'm actually very nervous, no its Freaking Nervous about this competition. Just a rough talk on this would make my heartbeat go twice of its speed now. #WTH
I chose 50m and 100m freestyle. The whole thing is, I'm not that super-fast-type of swimmer you know. I'm just slightly above average. Or maybe just average. Ahhhhhhh
This has been in my mind since I signed that thing, Shit man.

How to train? I can't even dive properly. Aduiiiiiii. I'm in deep guano lahh. Somebody help? Please. 

And, today is my birthday.
Would like to Thank all of my friends who wished me, in school, smss, facebook (though I did not read most of them) and also those who gave me presents. I like that sportswear, really I do. And also the book. And the toothpick holder? Lol I'm still not sure what's that actually. Lame.

I sort of like, reward myself today. I finished the whole can myself in less than half an hour. Haha. Workout tomorrow to balance that. Oh wait, got the Kursus thing, damn. 

And also,
Ah, I forgot what I want to type. Lame. Pfftt

A whole lot of bunch of relatives coming tomorrow. I hate that, cause someone is going to sleep in my room. Ish. And, It would be kinda awkward.

I need to get going. The history home work is still in the list. Need to get going if I want to go to the Edu Fair On Sunday.

The Swimming Competition, :'(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Long gone, back still

School reopened, four days ago. Schooling was quite tired for a start as I wasn't quite able to stick to the time given. I feel sleepy sometimes at class, especially Thursday where we're only allowed to go back home at 3.10p.m. And also, it is very tired cause of additional classes. Still more to come huh,

So how's school?
Mine was rather okay. Everybody, no I mean every relative or adults whom I met would nags me about the major exam that I'll be taking, which is SPM. Even my coach, Imagine that -,-

My New Year Resolution, just one. THE one and only one. I will, no I Must fulfil it. Cause It's up to me to do it or not. So, I will only be bloggin about twice a week. Cause..... yea.

My friends and I went to THE STAR edu fair today. All the Uni/Coll were all local ones. Doesn't quite suit my requirement, yet. The funny part would be Li Ying, she almost ruined the pen. LOL And also Shi Xin over there blabbering quite much, quite annoying I would say.

Business and Finance, Economics, Marketing or maybe even Journalism (Mum doesn't really think I'm capable of it) More of my type, :)

I really need to buck up on my studies. Like seriously, I need to be very determined and organised this year. I can't mess up with  my future. No Not this time.

That's all for this week.
Bye,

Out of a sudden,

I suddenly realised what I could ask for my birthday gift from mum. Hehh. Wonder will it be too expensive? hmmmm

Part of growing up

I now start not to grumble when school reopens because every holiday will end when it is time. Instead, I will try to place myself in an enjoyable feeling where I would actually like the time when school reopens.

I will try to fulfil  my New Year Resolution. Ahh